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Tuesday, 22 April 2014

Let It All Out~~!


I’M TIRED
I’m tired of their lies.
I’m tired of pretending to be happy.
I’m tired of pretending to know what I’m doing.
I’m tired of being so imperfect.

I’M TIRED

I’m tired of my efforts going unnoticed / unappreciated.
I’m tired of staying awake at night, thinking.
I’m tired of thinking.
I’m tired of trying to figure this out.
I’m tired of faking smiles.
I’m tired of being optimistic.
I’m tired of dreaming.
I’m tired of caring.
I’m tired of being selfless.
I’m tired of doing.
I’m tired of feeling like I’m going crazy.

I’M TIRED
I’m tired of being different.
I’m tired of being unaccepted.
I’m tired of not being good enough.
I’m tired of not being talented enough.
I’m tired of not being fit enough.
I’m tired of not being funny enough.
I’m tired of not being smart enough.
I’m tired of being a nothing.
I’m tired of being somebody.
I’m tired of being there for everyone.
I’m tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve.
I’m tired of feeling so much.
I’m tired of planning my future.
I’m tired of injustice.
I’m tired of seeing people mistreat their wives, husbands, kids, brothers, parents.
I’m tired of the lack of sympathy and empathy in this world.
I’m tired of the greed.
I’m tired of witnessing how money destroys souls.
I’m tired of exploitation of women.
I’m tired of pretending to be okay with the world.
I’m tired of crawling into my head & staying there.

I’M TIRED

I’m tired of letting people go because it’s the right thing to do.
I’m tired of holding on to the wrong things because I want it so badly.
I’m tired of going around in circles.
I’m tired of nothing happening when I do my best.
I’m tired of seeing no results when I give my all.
I’m tired of crying buckets every single night.
I’m tired of pretending to be okay.
I’m tired of pretending that I had a good time when I feel worse than I did before.
I’m tired of taking trips down memory lane and regretting it.
I’m tired of being strong for everyone when I wish I could be held once.
I’m tired of having to deal with things that shouldn’t be on my mind.
I’m tired of being trapped in a cage of doubt.
I’m tired of being judged for who I am.
I’m tired of being told I’m too sensitive.
I’m tired of being sensitive.
I’m tired of being angry.
I’m tired of being thrown out by the people most important to me.
I’m tired of feeling that I have to earn everyone’s love.
I’m tired of telling everyone I’m okay when I feel like I might die at any second.
I’m tired of feeling down.
I’m tired of being sober and sane.

I’M TIRED

I’m tired of making promises I can’t keep.
I’m tired of believing others’ promises they never keep.
I’m tired of people expecting me to be something more.
I’m tired of being seen as super weird.
I’m tired of friends telling me all this will pass and will change, for the better.
I’m tired of being good at things.
I’m tired of being such a complex person.
I’m tired of having to explain myself.
I’m tired of planning.
I’m tired of being paranoid about everything.
I’m tired of not trusting anyone & thinking they all have a hidden motive.

I’M TIRED OF TRYING

I’m tired of keeping it together, for other people.
I’m tired of not being allowed to have a meltdown – in public.
I’m tired of waiting…
I’m tired of waiting…
I’m tired of waiting…
I’m tired of waiting.. 
I’m tired of being tired. I’m so very tired.