YES! nothing in life is easy.

Assalammualaikum

Hi all..

It's been a very long time I didn't update my blog, by writing this entries hope to gain back my momentum for writing.

BTW how are you? I hope we all are doing well. 

LIFE IS HARD. HEALING HURTS. MOVING FORWARD IS SCARY.

How many times have you said, “Easier said than done?” Those words are often uttered after someone offers a suggestion or advice.

“Easier said than done,” as I’ve heard it and even used it, is offered as an excuse; it is a “get out of jail free” card.

After all, you can easily say it but doing it? Well, that’s far more difficult

Everything, I mean EVERY SINGLE THING in life is “easier said than done” until we do it.

Our internal dialogue goes something like this:

Losing weight? Easier said than done! Life changes? Yup, that too. Forgiving? Sounds simple enough, but feels totally impossible. Controlling your thoughts to stop obsessing about things you cannot change? Yeah, no. This is way too hard!

YES! nearly everything you can think of is easier said than done. But just because something is difficult doesn’t mean it’s impossible.

Words are meaningless unless they are backed up with action, EVERYONE knows that.

But, instead, we sit and talk and complain that we’re not happy because of so-and-so. And to change or work on ourselves is easier said than done. Whatever........

There is not one single person I know that has an amazing life that somewhere hasn't taken hard action and worked on themselves. A LOT. And none of them will tell you that it was easy. This life you have is short. Live, love and learn on your terms.

NEWS-FLASH : Everyone is struggle with their life.

While I may not know your exact situation, I’ve been there. I’ve been trapped by excuses, fear, and regret, brushing off my friends’ sage advice because it was just too much work to actually put into practice.

I’ve looked at the Facebook statuses and positive tweets from friends detailing how they got over only to think in my mind, yeah...... but it won’t work for me.

Though I’m certainly not perfect or where I want to be in life, making progress toward the vision I have for myself is 1000 times better than doing NOTHING!

So, what’s it going to be?

Are you going to look your fears and doubts and hang-ups in the face and get to work, or are you going to talk about how easy it all sounds, but never give it a try?

The choice is yours.

Let It All Out~~!

I’M TIRED

I’m tired of their lies.

I’m tired of pretending to be happy.

I’m tired of pretending to know what I’m doing.

I’m tired of being so imperfect.

I’M TIRED

I’m tired of my efforts going unnoticed / unappreciated.

I’m tired of staying awake at night, thinking.

I’m tired of thinking.

I’m tired of trying to figure this out.

I’m tired of faking smiles.

I’m tired of being optimistic.

I’m tired of dreaming.

I’m tired of caring.

I’m tired of being selfless.

I’m tired of doing.

I’m tired of feeling like I’m going crazy.

I’M TIRED

I’m tired of being different.

I’m tired of being unaccepted.

I’m tired of not being good enough.

I’m tired of not being talented enough.

I’m tired of not being fit enough.

I’m tired of not being funny enough.

I’m tired of not being smart enough.

I’m tired of being a nothing.

I’m tired of being somebody.

I’m tired of being there for everyone.

I’m tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve.

I’m tired of feeling so much.

I’m tired of planning my future.

I’m tired of injustice.

I’m tired of seeing people mistreat their wives, husbands, kids, brothers, parents.

I’m tired of the lack of sympathy and empathy in this world.

I’m tired of the greed.

I’m tired of witnessing how money destroys souls.

I’m tired of exploitation of women.

I’m tired of pretending to be okay with the world.

I’m tired of crawling into my head & staying there.

I’M TIRED

I’m tired of letting people go because it’s the right thing to do.

I’m tired of holding on to the wrong things because I want it so badly.

I’m tired of going around in circles.

I’m tired of nothing happening when I do my best.

I’m tired of seeing no results when I give my all.

I’m tired of crying buckets every single night.

I’m tired of pretending to be okay.

I’m tired of pretending that I had a good time when I feel worse than I did before.

I’m tired of taking trips down memory lane and regretting it.

I’m tired of being strong for everyone when I wish I could be held once.

I’m tired of having to deal with things that shouldn’t be on my mind.

I’m tired of being trapped in a cage of doubt.

I’m tired of being judged for who I am.

I’m tired of being told I’m too sensitive.

I’m tired of being sensitive.

I’m tired of being angry.

I’m tired of being thrown out by the people most important to me.

I’m tired of feeling that I have to earn everyone’s love.

I’m tired of telling everyone I’m okay when I feel like I might die at any second.

I’m tired of feeling down.

I’m tired of being sober and sane.

I’M TIRED

I’m tired of making promises I can’t keep.

I’m tired of believing others’ promises they never keep.

I’m tired of people expecting me to be something more.

I’m tired of being seen as super weird.

I’m tired of friends telling me all this will pass and will change, for the better.

I’m tired of being good at things.

I’m tired of being such a complex person.

I’m tired of having to explain myself.

I’m tired of planning.

I’m tired of being paranoid about everything.

I’m tired of not trusting anyone & thinking they all have a hidden motive.

I’M TIRED OF TRYING

I’m tired of keeping it together, for other people.

I’m tired of not being allowed to have a meltdown – in public.

I’m tired of waiting…

I’m tired of waiting…

I’m tired of waiting…

I’m tired of waiting.. 

I’m tired of being tired. I’m so very tired.