Is every Mom as worried about everything or is it just me?

Assalamualaikum

I worry about everything, germs, taking him anywhere, bee stings, food allergys, kidnapping, Daycare child abuse, it never ends I dont know what Im gonna do when he gets older Is it just me that worry or is this just apart of being a Mom.

I always used to tease my mom for being so worried all the time, but now I know how it feels. Problem is if I wake up in the middle of the night, I can't always get back to sleep because I start thinking about all these things. I really hope it gets better and I begin to relax a little more about things.

when i think about leaving my son with someone else and not being with him all day, every day, my stomach literally hurts. i think about him missing me, wondering where i am, and if i'm ever coming back.

Dressed and out of the house, leave him at daycare in the morning is enough to make me break out in a cold sweat.

So, if i feel this way "why don't just quit and stay home? trust me, I've thought about it A LOT, and i wish it were that easy.

I work because i enjoy it. the work i do is interesting and challenging. i like adult interaction, critical thinking, and feeling like i am part of something. I've been working since i was 19, and my career is a part of who i am. i think i would have a hard time letting go of part of me. OK i'll admit it! i like the PAYCHECK! too.. I like being able to take vacation, go out to dinner, and give my son opportunities that we wouldn't be able to give him if i didn't work, and after all, i have finance my online shopping addiction, somehow! HaHaHaHa..

I've thought about taking some time off and staying home while my son are little. Unfortunately, that does not seem like viable option. Everything I've read shows that women who leave their careers to raise their children almost always have a difficult time to getting back into the working world. i don't know anyone in my field who has done it successfully. If i give up the job i have now, i don't think i'd be able to find anything like it after i took a few years off.

My little ones has a fever. i am not to worry about it if he seems like he is feeling fine.

He is also chewing on everything, drooling a whole lot, and he seems like he's teething. He already has two teeth and never had a fever before. I'm just wondering, could it be more teeth coming in? Because he is showing signs of teething.

~MOM AT DILEMMA~

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Refletion of my husband and I ♥

Assalamualaikum

..When I think about my son (MY thoughts)..

I love to think about all the silly things he say and do, he really make me laugh.. he surely can make my day.. I wonder what great plans ALLAH SWT has for him, I really can't picture him being all grown up..he is my world.. I love him so much and I THANK ALLAH SWT for that..

He brought so much joy and happiness to our life.. I think about how lucky I am to have him in my life. My kid are a blessing to me and my family.. I think about how goofy and how all the personalities are a direct refletion of my husband and I..

I think of how much my life has changed for the better.. It's not always a 'party' with them, but at the end of the day they are my life, and for those who know him, he is hilarious!! HaHaHa..

it brings a smile to my face.. I love every moment of being a mother and i cant imagine life without my son.. I will support him with any choices he makes in life and always stand by his side (Insyaallah).. I want my son to have everything he want and have the appreshiation for it at the same time..

every word he trys to attempt is cute but he's getting there with his words, i know sometimes times get tough for him but i know in the end he can get through it without any hassles..

I learn everyday through him and i am overwhelmed with emotions from loving him so much.. He inspires me to learn again.. He inspires me to be strong.. He inspires me to be young, and He has given us Hope for the future.. There have been many days of challenges and when I look into his eyes it gives me strength to work hard for him.. I hope he will grow up as responsible and hard working adults and he will never take advantage of other.. I hope he will respect others.. And mostly I hope he will stay healthy and strong and are able to enjoy life..

I cant believe how fast he is growing up, and how independent he is now and that someday he wont need me no more!! That makes me soooo sad.. 

"so this it true love"

..I CRY FROM LOVING SOMEONE SO MUCH..

Muhammad Ammar Hail Ibu hope you know how much ibu and abah love you (i even cry writing this) T_T

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Ku Tahu Ku Ada Mu ♥

Assalamualaikum

Saat ini aku ibaratkan diriku adalah seorang yang sedang berlayar menuju ke sebuah pulau namun terperangkap di tengah laut dan hampir tenggelam.. 

Pilihan yang aku ada cuma harus berjuang atau tenggelam di dalam lautan yang amat dalam..

Tapi saat ini aku putuskan aku harus berjuang, supaya kapal yang aku naiki tidak tenggelam dan dapat berlayar kembali, nantinya aku serahkan nasibku pada Allah SWT..

Aku hanya manusia biasa
Aku hanya makhluk Allah yang menumpang di dunia ini
Aku tahu aku bukan manusia sempurna
Aku sedar diri dan tahu kelemahan diri
Aku tidak pernah lupa siapa diri dan asalku
Aku tidak pernah terniat untuk bermegah apa jua yang ku miliki
Aku bersyukur dengan segala nikmat Allah kurniakan padaku

"Tapi"

Aku tidak tahu ada orang yang tidak senang hati
Aku tidak tahu ada orang yang memerhatikan kelemahan diri kita
Aku tidak tahu ada orang yang mempertikaikan cara kita
Aku tidak tahu kemesraan kita dengan orang lain menjadi duri dalam daging
Aku tidak tahu adanya orang yang suka melihat aku jatuh
Aku juga tidak tahu mengapa ada orang suka menghukum tanpa menilai dulu

"Mungkin"

Aku tidak prihatin ada orang tidak suka diriku lebih dari dirinya
Aku tidak sedar ada orang yang tidak suka menghormati orang lain
Aku tidak pandai mengambil hati orang yang lebih suka diri di sanjung
Aku tidak perasan ada orang yang berbangga dengan nikmat yang dimiliki untuk menunjuk
Aku juga tidak terfikir ada juga orang tidak sedar diri yang dia tidak di sukai kerana terlalu bermegah dengan kelebihan diri

"Oleh itu"

Aku kena lebih berhati-hati memilih kawan atau lawan
Aku kena beringat jangan terlalu mempercayai orang
Aku kena berfikir betul2 sebelum melakukan sesuatu
Aku kena banyak belajar untuk menyenangkan hati orang lain
Aku juga kena lebih bertawakal dan berdoa supaya sentiasa dilindungi Allah sentiasa

•٠•●❤ Jika aku ditakdirkan MATI skrg, aku harap agar segala bentuk PENULISANku mampu memancing RAHMAT Ilahi, dan bukannya DOSA yang diwariskan ❤●•٠•